Hello ppl..
Firstly I would like to thank to all my regular readers for reading my blogs and waiting for my blog weekly.
Actually I will not be continuing the topic of the previous blog. Of course I'll do it in next blog. Sorry for the interruption.
This blog is actually a question for you all that of course you have to answer me. Ye bas mera question nhiye ye question aaj tak bahot logon se pass hua hoga kuch logon ko solution mila hoga kuch logon ko nhi. Mai to is bareme soch b nhi pati.
Socially we give a positive response to this but individually I don't think so it's possible at least not for me.
After loosing the pillar of our house 7 years back. My Maa got back to studies. Completed her degree. It just took a year. Even though she wasn't stable that time but she thought of me and my small sister. Being unstable she thought of us so that she could give us a better future she could fulfill daddy's last wish which he had from me.
Merko samaj nhi thi us wqt I was immature. I guess utna maine kbhi socha hi nhi tha 10 tak kbhi nhi. But jab ab samjh aa gayi to kuch karna h MAA k liye kuch to.
Meri ek dost h ..wo dost bahot special h mereliye badi h merse lekin uske sath bhi wahi hua jo meresath hua. Papa naam ki chhat chali gayi thi maa padhi likhi nhi thi bartan dhona karti thi 4 gharon ka......... samjh thi usme ki use kuch karna h .......badi honepr jab wo pura ghar handle karne lagi tbhi use samjh aya ki...uske maa ki khushi bacchon k khushi me to h but she needs a pillar she needs someone jo use sambhal sake a guide a lifeline......she thought of her mothers remarriage...yah! remarriage!!...When I got to know about this maine bhi josh josh me soch liya ki mai bhi MAA ki dusri shaadi karwaungi...maa ka hak h wo. Maa ki umar hi kya thi just 35...kuch karna h ....jab mai is bareme sochne lagi I was like mai dad ki jagah kaise kisiko de paungi. Wo mujhse hoga hi nhi. Kisi aur ko papa kaise bula paungi...kya wo insan zoya ko papa ka pyar de payega...kya wo insan humein aur maa ko dur karega ya waise hi rahega. Mai papa ki jagah to kisi aur ko kbhi de nhi paungi kbhi bhi nhi. Mai imagine tak nhi kar sakti lekin mere aise behaviour se zoya bhi close nhi ho payegi jane anjane me wo bhi hate karegi aur is sab me maa ko khush karne k bajay hurt ho jayegi. Lekin agar aisa nhi hua to..agar zoya ko papa ka pyar mila maa khush rahi to?
Ye ek aisa que h life jo hamesha complicated rahega jiska solution shayad mujhe kbhi nhi mile shayad!
Firstly I would like to thank to all my regular readers for reading my blogs and waiting for my blog weekly.
Actually I will not be continuing the topic of the previous blog. Of course I'll do it in next blog. Sorry for the interruption.
This blog is actually a question for you all that of course you have to answer me. Ye bas mera question nhiye ye question aaj tak bahot logon se pass hua hoga kuch logon ko solution mila hoga kuch logon ko nhi. Mai to is bareme soch b nhi pati.
Socially we give a positive response to this but individually I don't think so it's possible at least not for me.
After loosing the pillar of our house 7 years back. My Maa got back to studies. Completed her degree. It just took a year. Even though she wasn't stable that time but she thought of me and my small sister. Being unstable she thought of us so that she could give us a better future she could fulfill daddy's last wish which he had from me.
Merko samaj nhi thi us wqt I was immature. I guess utna maine kbhi socha hi nhi tha 10 tak kbhi nhi. But jab ab samjh aa gayi to kuch karna h MAA k liye kuch to.
Meri ek dost h ..wo dost bahot special h mereliye badi h merse lekin uske sath bhi wahi hua jo meresath hua. Papa naam ki chhat chali gayi thi maa padhi likhi nhi thi bartan dhona karti thi 4 gharon ka......... samjh thi usme ki use kuch karna h .......badi honepr jab wo pura ghar handle karne lagi tbhi use samjh aya ki...uske maa ki khushi bacchon k khushi me to h but she needs a pillar she needs someone jo use sambhal sake a guide a lifeline......she thought of her mothers remarriage...yah! remarriage!!...When I got to know about this maine bhi josh josh me soch liya ki mai bhi MAA ki dusri shaadi karwaungi...maa ka hak h wo. Maa ki umar hi kya thi just 35...kuch karna h ....jab mai is bareme sochne lagi I was like mai dad ki jagah kaise kisiko de paungi. Wo mujhse hoga hi nhi. Kisi aur ko papa kaise bula paungi...kya wo insan zoya ko papa ka pyar de payega...kya wo insan humein aur maa ko dur karega ya waise hi rahega. Mai papa ki jagah to kisi aur ko kbhi de nhi paungi kbhi bhi nhi. Mai imagine tak nhi kar sakti lekin mere aise behaviour se zoya bhi close nhi ho payegi jane anjane me wo bhi hate karegi aur is sab me maa ko khush karne k bajay hurt ho jayegi. Lekin agar aisa nhi hua to..agar zoya ko papa ka pyar mila maa khush rahi to?
Ye ek aisa que h life jo hamesha complicated rahega jiska solution shayad mujhe kbhi nhi mile shayad!
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