Be proud of uaself♥

I know there r days where u just want to completely breakdown. Days where u wonder if you can even find d strength to keep fighting bcoz ua exhausted.
Bt u keep it together. You smile n carry on like everything inside of u isnt breaking. You help others without thinking to ask foh help foh uaself. You dont want yo seem like burden.
N idk what ua going through exactly. Maybe its a breakup. Maybe its work or a million other things. Ppl demand a lot from u n u never let anyone down. You never disappoint them. You bust ua ass to appease ppl who doesnt even say thank you. That takes strength. So i want to thank you on behalf of those who dont appreciate what you do foh them. I want to show gratitude foh those who dont who c wht ua going through. You make it look easy n thts y ppl dont realise how deeply u r aching r8 now.
Your tired eyes wonder if theres more than wat your getting r8 now.
Im proud of u foh how strong u r.
Strength like yours comes in silent battles,ppl dont no u fight. It  comes in tears you either repress or no one knows you cry.
Its in nights where u lay awake wondering if there is ever going to b more foh u.
That unfulfilled feeling is good. It is there to show you that you arent in d right place anymore. Being uncomfortable is good. That means ua growing.
Maybe where u r r8 now youve excelled as much as u can n theres no place higher you can go.
You should b proud of uaself foh tht. Bt i need u foh keep going. Keep trying. Keep working. Dont lose faith. Bcoz its in those moments where u want to getup and walk away, and quit. Comes something rewarding. There is something on other side of this confusion heartbreak n sadness.
You just have to get there first.
Jst knoe u aren't  alone.
#note #to #yourself