Past! Jst a thing to remember...

Past!!.kya h ye past..
Past wo h jo insan ko aage badhne ka hausla deti to kbhi wo h jo insan ko Tod todkar rakh deti h...
Sabhi kehte h humein apne past ko positively lena hota h ....qki hum life me aage badh sake...
Humein apne ap ko samjhna chahiye ki hum life k konse track pe jare h...
Kya hum aisa sochre h jaise...
Hum kisi train k last k dibbe me ho n trainse wo dibba chut gaya..phir b humein to pta hi nhi...aisa lagra h jaise hum train k sath hi h....
Khi past me rehte rehte hum apna wajood hi na kho baithe...
Humein sochna chahiye in baton pr...
Kbhi jb ye aisi chiz meri dimagme aa jati h...
Toh lagta h ki....
Mai manti hu ki past me jeeti hu...jyadatar past me hi rehne ka prefer karti hu...
Pichle baton ko hi yad kar Hasti b hu n roti b ...
Hamesha kaha jata h ki past me mt rahakar...
Q khudko yaad dilati h un sab batonse jin batonke wjhse khudko bs taklif pahonchti h...
Bt agar mai apne past me nhi rahungi...
To shayad kbhi aage bdh nhi paungi....
Aisa nhiye ki past has just made me loose me...
Past gave me a direction to my future. .
To my aim....
Towards tht thing which I dont think I would go when everything would be normal....
Sometimes having abnormal things in life is necessary...
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Past is just tht thing......
Like a vestigial organ in us....
Though not much necessary....bt it is in our body...
We got too much in biological stream I guess....
Past k bareme itna batane ki jarurat h hi nhiye...
Everyone has it...good or bad depends on the situation...
I can also think my past as...
I spent my 16 years at my place...my hometown....
Lots of attachments had been there...
Though I  preferred to come at this place just for education....
Sometimes leaving things is gud for us..
Sometimes it doesn't hurt much....
Yes! I feel bad sometimes for not being there...
Bt sometimes it's gud tht I'm here...
I learnt many things...
A lots....
.
A different topic now...
Past......
When my dad was in d hospital....
After losing him...
I decided never to see tht hospital ..
I thought tht that I lost my dad coz of the hospital...
I know it's not that thing...bt a childish mind it was!
Bt destiny was. .
I got my clg which is r8 b4 the hospital...
Yah it's destiny...
Bt sometimes destiny wants us to get back to our past.....
So it depends on d situation to leave on or hold on our Past!
Be happy n spread smiles...
Though being in past don't forget u have a gr8 future!!!