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First day of my college ...damn happy but nervousness I had....I had my dreams before me,Yess!! Just thinking I have to do. I have to complete my dreams not mine can say of my Dad...
      When I was moving towards my college with one of my closest friend. We were having discussions on how comfortable we are when parents dont be with us....  I said "I am confortable when there's no one home or mom is out for work. I get time to think, to examine myself." She said" I do feel comfortable but I feel more good when I have my Dad at home..a bit protective I feel"...we went in deep talks like this..

    Humein kyu aise lagta h ki parents humse dur hone chahiye...hum kyu comfortble hote h itna....mai janti hu reasons h like generation gap n all....bt ek bar jb wo chut jate....kbhi b pakad me nhi aate tum kitna b chaho...tum kitna b tadpo wo wapis kbhi nhi ayenge...kbhi b nhi.  To aise hi baat karte karte.   
     Hum donon 'LOVE' is shabd pe aakar atak gaye     kya h ye kya h??
       I said "love is still waiting for DAD when he is never gonna come back..  love is still having him in her heart forever....love iscrying with her pillow at night for not having him.......love is always being in past memories with him....love is having fake smile when someone speaks about their DAD....though you wanna cry out loud....love is begging him back towards GOD...love is unconditional love of a daughter towards her DAD...love is being damn happy when he comes in her dreams....love is endless love between which will never be understood by anyone....love is happiness...love is happiness of having him....happiness of still dad loves his daughter...happiness is living in fantacies with her Dad... love is unexplainable....love is something you cant define  through words but can have through actions" through this we didn't have anything to speak...and again I got pulled in d memories..like always....
       Thanx for reading

Dad...

So here's my second blog....
   Hope u liked my first blog.....

So again back to that topic....yesterday when I  was travelling through bus to back home...i saw a family...DAD  Mom and a daughter....It was the time to get down through bus...and I had that  family before me... before stopping driver had a sudden brake....that DAD  didn't  care about himself but tried to protect his daughter such a heart touching moment it was....like so much of love present in that  incident....

    Sometimes when  I see this kind of  loving stuff...I really think "why  can't  I  have my dad...what  was my mistake...what  was the mistake of a 10 years old daughter....who was just living an independent childhood fearlessly....she was the star of her DAD ....a moment was not being lived by the daughter or DAD  without each other...how will they survive....?.....God  did it....he accepted the challenge....and he did it....he took away her king ..."kehte hai na ki khuda pyar ka bhukha hai isliye wo ache logon ko apne pas bula leta h..aisa h to mere papa bahot bure h...bahot bure ...wo jante h na wo ache h to khuda unko bula lega...to kyu unhone mujhse itna pyar...itna laad kiya kyu kiya aisa ki mujhe badme taklif ho....kyu mujhe chodkar  gaye....kyu kiya aisa kyu....kise puchu ye sab....koi nhi sunega ab....sunnewala h hi nhi....har chiz pura karne ki qwaish apke pas hi kar sakti thi haq h mera aap pr...kho chuki hu mai wo haq...kho chuki hu."

       THANKS FOR READING PPL...

Proud to be a daughter!💟

People say "You are not a princess you don't deserve to be a princess.
your DAD  is not a King...."
But ask any daughter in the world
Though she likes fairy tales or no...
Her Dad will b her King forever...
Whether she believes in her Prince Charming or no...
She will never deny the fact her dad is the king of her time....
N YESS!! am not a Princess...I'm a Prince I'm a son of my family...
I know there's  a doubt  what is she speaking....lets come to the topic.....
I just heard a statement
..."Why aren't  you a son....son would do something  for  the family
"what r dis daughters gonna do"...
in that case I say..
Why do you think daughters can't  do anything ?
They can!
They are more passionate than your so called sons....
Why there is a difference between son n a daughter?
Gender?
If this is a problem there are lots of things which sons cant do like of a daughter...
Can u give birth to child?
Not just this thing but lots of things u can't do it...
Why does this society makes us feel guilty for being a girl?
Is being a girl a crime?
Was this the time for which god made Gender?
I don't blame sons in any of the way...
I  just wanna say why do you underestimate daughters...
yess I know they can't  do any work they have some limitations.
They will need time to do what  they want....
but when  this time is given you'll be surprised to what they have done...
I guarantee every daughter has a dream to fulfill not her dreams but her parents dreams..
If her dream is to study but of her parents is to make her a bride..
I know she will fight but lastly she'll  go down...n agree ....
This concept is really small....
dont underestimate daughters just give them some time..
Freedom...
Independence.
Time to be stable
to think to acheive their goals.....
I guarantee you'll be proud to have them....💟
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Dad

Dad...i know after writing about this topic many will have mixed feelings like why is she writing about this, is this a topic to write? And some will excite for this....I really don't  no what's  your state of mind....but though on father's day...everyone posts pics of their dad...dedicated to them respect and blah blah blah.....Do you really spend some time with him that do you really say him I love you....though you are a daughter or a son...he loves you infinite he sacrifices....when you loose he shouts...but you can't even imagine how bad he feels....yess!! I made a mistake.....i didn't say my dad that I love him when he was alive....I had 10 years....so many opportunities to tell him that I love him him to the core but I didn't... I thought he will never leave me....never thought of this time would come that he will be nowhere...just in heart n my mind....I lost him 7 years back...this 7 years...made me so strong that sometimes  my mom says...."You are a stone arzoo....you will never understand feelings of anyone".....I feel so bad that time....but time made me so strong so stupid...this 7 years took out my childhood....I had to be mature before the time....the time I lost you I had no idea that you will be not there with us anytime....just a state of mind your not getting up and so everyone's  crying....next day when  I didn't  find you anywhere I broke out...I really had no idea of how was I going to live my rest of my life.....yess tht I lost you as well as myself....I never break out before  anyone....its not possible for me...you can't  even imagine a life of a daughter who was the heartbeat of her dad....when  the dad leaves her in half of the circle of life. ....Actually I'll write the other half in next blog... Thanks for reading Guyz 😘