Its been too long since I've found myself lost in an oblivion, trying to find out words that woud somehow fight the inability of my silence which failed to let u know what u meant to me!!
I tried to find u in morning sky, thinking that I would imagine the clouds lining together to form ua beautiful face, bt i ended up watching self in it. A clear sky, empty to be precise, JUST LIKE ME!
I've kissed u n even inhaled the smoke through ua lips into my lungs yet now I find myself suffocating from fresh air that lingers with ua absence around me!!
Every morsel n each drop of life that sustains my life seems tasteless, just because it doesnt carry sweetness of u in it!!
I read somewhere that love isnt love bt a form of worship. N i cant help bt think about all those times about when i told u how I found GOD in the words of The Obsolete or during the Times when I spent all my nights listening to Coldplay,
Thinking about music n heaven.
My playlist now consists of just our silent conversations which I've kept on repeat. N i only read the words we once wrote to each other.
I hope I could listen ua voice.
Maybe ua absence is truly divine.
Maybe ua d stone I bow down everyday.
Or the wall where i confess my wishes n cry.
I'm lost in an oblivion.
Trying to find myself in fragments in ua absent existence.
I'm still here.
Come find me.
- Arzoo♥
